Simplicity*

In three words, I can sum up everything I learned about life;

it goes on.

Wednesday, August 30, 2006,9:49 PM

im in deep shit AGAIN. =( the previous one was exams and now, ITP. sianz.nv tot tt ITP can be so stressful la. haiz.

got so many company policies to rmb. so many rules and regulations. so many tour packages. so many prices. so many rates. so many extra charges. so many timings. blah blah blah. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! *faint* and the company expects us to noe the stuffs in 2 wks time which is like next wk?! wth. but if we look at it in another way, it's gd cuz realli can learn stuffs. but we are realli short of time la. jux feel so helpless at work. keep getting the wrong rates and charges. cant find my packages. cant calculate tis cant calculate tt. arghhhhhhhhhhhh!!! shit man. exams hav alrdy killed so many of my brain cells and now wif tis ITP thingy going on. wat if i become even more retarded next sem?! ahhhhhhhhhhhh! oh my goodness. no way man.

thankfully, my colleagues are veri friendly and helpful. got jiayi, james, alan and aaron. still got the rest la but i dun realli noe them cuz we nv talk each other. lol. realli muz thank jiayi n aaron. they helped mi the most. thanks guys. =) esp today, got this customer who was abit pissed off cuz i cant understand wat he's trying to say. he jux spoke too fast la. lol. ok. im not blaming him. is jux tt im too slow. all i knew was he wanted to go genting. lolx. luckily aaron was jux next to mi and he helped me. if not, i tink the customer will start screaming at tis stupid ignorant gal in front of him. realli thanks so much aaron! =)

and of coz, not forgetting james, for all his crappy stuffs when he got nth to do. thanks for the entertainment. lolx. =p

actualli tis job is not tt bad la. firstly, i hav got great colleagues and zihui wif mi. then, the most impt thing is the company din post mi to HQ! tt is really lucky cuz HQ is even more stressful with the fact tt u hav to face the top management staffs EVERYDAY. if im there, i tink i will die even more faster cuz the dying rate of my brain cells will be faster by dunnoe how many times. lolx. and lastly, i can get to learn stuffs. =) BUT, can pls give mi more time??? i seriously need time la. pls be considerate to slow learners LIKE ME. lolx.

arghhhhhh!!!! realli dread the idea of going to work. but ive got no choice. gotta buck up if not wif the style of my top management, they are definitely going to fail mi for my ITP, which is the most dreadful thing in the world. =(

Sunday, August 27, 2006,9:43 PM

there's nothing to be happy about... only sad stuffs to be sad and cry over with...

Sunday, August 20, 2006,9:22 PM

im sort of like in a mood-less state now. not in the mood for anything. so decided to post a short entry.

had my first paper on sat. it was EC paper. shall not comment anything cuz it's alrdy over. so i dun wanna tink abt it anymore. as for the rest of the papers, all i can say is im in DEEP SHIT. i still have got 4 papers and yet, i have so many stuffs haven study yet. somehow somewhere muz get myself into the study mood cuz i dun wanna repeat any module. im alrdy prepared to get bad grades like the previous 2 sems. cuz i hav lost interest in studying for exams. shit man. oso dunnoe y become lidat. haiz. nvm. will not find excuses for my bad results or anything. cuz it's jux my own fault for not studying hard enuff. jux pray hard tt i dun hav to repeat any modules will do. whether my results will improve or not for this sem doesnt matter much to me anymore.

ok. enuff of grumbling. it's time to go back and 'cultivate' my study mood. bye~

Monday, August 14, 2006,11:42 PM

i hav a found a new place to study. MOS BURGER. =) its really condusive and quiet as compared to the other fastfood restaurants in plaza. hehex.

we did a damn funny thing today. WE BOUGHT TOTO TODAY. lolx. cuz we were talking about the prize 5.5 million. so mi, sher, vin n jq decided to share money n buy toto. it's damn funny la. we tore paper into small bits n started to draw lots. lolx. ma jiam those uncles and aunties who always pray for 4D & toto numbers. LOL. so we bought it n started fantasizing abt 5.5 million dollars. it's realli funny la. esp those fantasy thoughts tt we had over the 5.5 million dollars. hehex

so, the results were out. and we din strike. =( we onli strike 1 number. LOL. but nvm la. it was a funny n exciting experience to share toto wif frenz. hehex. esp the part when we were frantically reaching for reception for the radio cuz the results were out soon. n all 4 of us squeeze tog to listen for the results. so funny n cute la. hahax.

k la. stop here le. im going to study liao. bye~ =)

Sunday, August 13, 2006,6:20 PM

had a rather great weekend. =) went to esplanade to watch fireworks on fri with shy, xiu, sher, vin, jq n lawsonn. the fireworks were sooooooooooooooooooo beautiful! loved it loads! =D had supper after tt. we ate lots of food man. hehex. got stingray, sotong etc etc.. ALL MY FAVOURITES!!!! hehex.. =p jerome joined us for supper too. cuz the kang kong was very hot n no one realli dared to eat it, we decided to play zhong ji mi ma to clear it. everyone kana EXCEPT ME. lolx. i was really lucky man. hehex. =p after supper, all of us went home le cuz we gotta catch the last train. it was a great day with u guys. i enjoyed myself alot. =)

yest was my buddy LEE TING WEI'S 18TH BIRTHDAY!!! hahax. met up to eat the jap buffet at riverview hotel. it was realli filling man. so much of food la. n it reminded mi of keppel club. lolx.after tt went far east to shop ard den chilled at coffee bean in scott's. we were so crappy n funny la. realli miss those days in sec sch. so memorable. i left at ard 8 cuz had smth on and the rest cont chilling at coffeebean cuz they were waiting for wendy.

ok. finish blogging. now, it's time to go back to study. jiayou everyone! let's work hard together! =D

Sunday, August 06, 2006,10:34 PM

sorry peeps.. this is going to be another sad entry.. cuz my blog is the onli place where i will express my emotions.. jux ignore this entry will do..

im feeling so scared.. i really dun wan anything to happen.. please.. never in my life hav i felt so scared before.. i dun wan anything le.. i jux wan my loved ones to be safe.. happy and healthy always.. even if it takes me to give up everything.. im willing to.. jux dun let anything happen... please...

3:51 PM

ok. my emo mood is actting up again. lol. IT'S TIME TO STOP IT! hahax. shall blog smth happier instead of emo stuffs again. haha.

MLB HAS WON SUPERBAND!!! wahahahaha. im sooooooooooooooo happy la.hehex. i jux lurve them man! hehex. well done MLB! =D and ya, another happy thing. the 9pm show, rui en chose elvin in the end. hahax. although the ending is quite weird and rush, but nvm. cuz the ending is wat i like it to be. =)

1 last thing before i end this entry, EXAMS ARE HERE. =( haiz. i hav got 5 papers. my goodness la. it's killing me man. haiz. but luckily, my projects were not too bad. =)

ok, shall stop grumbling. STUDY HARD FOR EXAMS! BEST OF LUCK TO EVERYONE HAVING EXAMS! JIA YOU! =D

Thursday, August 03, 2006,9:34 PM

indeed, it was a beautiful dream.. a beautiful dream that brought me back to reality..

everything looked so real.. everything felt so real.. everything just seemed so real to me.. but, dreams are different from reality.. dreams will never turn into reality.. and thanks to this dream, it made me realised something.. something which i have been running away from it.. something which i cant bring myself to face it..

i guess.. it's time to pluck up the courage to face up to reality.. after all, DREAMS ARE JUST DREAMS...