Simplicity*

In three words, I can sum up everything I learned about life;

it goes on.

Friday, July 28, 2006,8:40 PM

the girl used to hope that the one MIRACLE* which she wished for can happen.. although she knew that it was impossible.. but still.. she pinned on to that tiny little small HOPE* in her heart..

however.. as time went by.. she knew that the small hope in her heart was drifting away from her.. it will never happen.. and indeed.. it didnt happen.. she knew it.. she expected it..

despite the fact that she knew it.. she was still sad.. the miracle had not happen.. even though she always put on a smile on her face.. but it was never a smile that came from her heart.. all she knew was to hide away from everything.. she could never show the worried-ness and sadness in her.. there were words that she could never say.. never can she do it..

now.. all she hopes for.. is everything to be well.. never mind if there were words unsaid.. it's ok.. just let them remain unsaid.. all she wants.. is everything to be well.. that's all she wish for..

-a small little HOPE*-

Wednesday, July 26, 2006,8:29 PM

things are fine now. =D

-time will not turn back-

Monday, July 24, 2006,11:39 PM

watched pirates of the carribean today wif shy, xiu n sher. it was great. although the 'seafood' made mi felt abit of disgusted, but it was a NICE SHOW after all. =) anyway, we took the same bus wif chun n her fren to westmall. the journey was fun la. everyone was crapping ard. hahax. even though chun n shy they all dun realli noe each other, still glad tt they could get along well n SUAN ME TOGETHER. LOL. =p

actualli today wasnt realli in a good mood. smth real bad happened early in the morning. haiz. im jux sad la. it hurts me to see him like that. it realli hurts mi alot. haiz.

the ans to my blog's qns will be, everything is not the same anymore. n i mean EVERYTHING. every aspect of my life has changed. nothing remains the same anymore. time will not turn back.

all i can say is, IM SAD. =(

Saturday, July 22, 2006,3:47 PM

jux read my dear pwincess's blog. suddenly had alot of emo thoughts in my mind. but i dunnoe how to put these thoughts into words. i guess that's just me ba.

I LURVE MY ROYAL FAMILY.
- MISSY-PRINCE*
- PWINCESS*
- MISSY-QUEENY*
- TORTOISE HIGHNESS*
- ROYAL MAIDEN*

*Happy 18th Birthday to ZHENG WAY!* =D

Friday, July 14, 2006,7:23 PM

TODAY IS A BAD DAY. =(

had 2 tutorials today. keep getting scoldings and nags fr the 2 tutors. sian. realli din feel like staying in sch. wanted to go home so badly. those nags and scoldings were so frustrating. moreover, the weather was so warm tt i actualli got a headache. everything jux dampen my mood. haiz.

anyway, finally finished our marketing project n presented it today. 1 more project down. now onli left with the last one. EC! oh my goodness. i dunnoe wat to do. IT modules' projects are always my WORSE! lolx.

ok. shall not blog any further. my eyelids are so heavy now and they are closing soon. i seriously need to sleep. been depriving of sleep for quite some time. will blog again when im free. =)

Tuesday, July 11, 2006,11:35 PM

PLEASE IGNORE THIS ENTRY. IT'S JUST AN ENTRY OF BULLSHIT.

im in a bad mood. so this entry is jux for mi to vent my anger, frustrations and all my negative emotions.

im not going to elaborate too much. im blogging cuz the negative feelings are piling up and i need a place to vent out abit.

STOP MAKING LIFE DIFFICULT FOR EVERYONE! U ARE HAPPILY ENJOYING YOUR LIFE WHILE OTHER PEOPLE ARE SUFFERING JUST BECAUSE OF U! SELFISH FUCKING BASTARD! I DUN GIVE A DAMN ABOUT U! U DUN DESERVE A SINGLE BIT OF RESPECT FROM ANYONE! NOT AT ALL! JUST FUCK OFF & GET LOST!

anyway peeps, pls dun ask mi who this person is or wat has happened. i realli dun wish and dun wan to tok abt it. REALLY SORRY FOR MY POOR ATTITUDE AND TONE. im in an extremely bad mood. no words can describe the kind of anger and frustrations in mi. but i'll be alright. im jux venting my frustrations. dun worry. im a strong gal.

-I HATE YOU-