In three words, I can sum up everything I learned about life;
it goes on.
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Friday, March 31, 2006,7:38 PM  extremely tired.. no strength left... drained~
`LOST
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Thursday, March 30, 2006,8:23 PM wat's de point of telling mi when im not supposed to do anything abt it?
make de situation look as if im part of de decision making when in actual fact im not allowed to do anything abt it, and can onli accept it..
haiz.. no comments..
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Wednesday, March 29, 2006,9:11 PM my baoc is getting more n more nonsensical.. lolx.. always kana sabo sia.. den super duper paiseh la.. esp today.. omg man.. kana locked up in de room.. i was like -.-" den i oso got no strength to open de door la.. my 'dear' SCO jerome lee has got so many strength la.. 1 person can control 1 door liao.. lolx.. luckily in de end brendan managed to open de door.. haiyo.. den ar.. BA society ppl came... den all sorts of rubbish came out la.. soooooooo paiseh man.. no face sia.. realli buay tahan u guys ar.. my dear SCs & SCOs.. lolx..
anyway, finished e zuo ju zhi wen le! ^^ it's realli super duper niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! hehex.. cuz it's emo, funny n sweeeeeeeeet at de same time.. n i mean real funny la.. realli can make u laugh sia.. hahax.. so now.. ai qing mo fa shi here i come!!! wahahaha.. =P
so tired now... sleepy~
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Tuesday, March 28, 2006,8:34 PM jux a quick update.. been busy wif baoc.. going to sch everyday.. although it's tiring.. but its fun! =) anyway, learnt fr baoc tt i shld not crap too much to prevent de invitation of more scandals.. lolx..
e zuo ju zhi wen is super nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >.< simply love it man.. wahahaha.. for mi, i tink its much more nicer den e mo zai shen bian la.. n its realli funny la.. n sweeeeeeeeet at de same time.. hehex.. so recommend ppl to go watch tt show.. hahax.. dun worry tt its too similar to de jap version.. its not.. they changed a lot of de content.. yups.. hahax..
k la.. stop here liao.. gotta go pom pom den finish my last 5 epis of e zuo ju zhi wen.. e zuo ju zhi wen here i come!!!! wahahahaha..
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Friday, March 24, 2006,6:10 PM gotten back my results for tis sem.. onli 1 word to say, SUCKS! did even more badly den last sem.. sianz.. not going to give any excuses for tis bad results.. cuz i noe i slack too much for tis sem.. n my project grades weren't as gd as last sem.. so i deserve it la.. so not going to say much abt it..
BCA C
BMGT B
IAC B
LMS C
Macroecons C+
POA D+
Written com B
GPA: 2.4167
today's sc meeting jux finished painting de white paint den we stopped le.. had a lot of jokes today oso.. hahax.. my 'blossom' fren is here.. hahax.. actualli his name is lawsonn, but i misheard it as blossom.. lolx.. *powerpuff girls* hehex.. =p n brendan too.. i wont forget his 'orchard rd'.. wahahaha..
when i reach home, saw my handstrap on de table! it's here! yeahx! hahax.. but below it is my results slip.. sianz~ haiz..
tt's all for today.. super tired..
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12:18 AM i was de earliest for today's sc meeting! lols.. cuz i tot i was going to be late.. in de end i was de first sc to reach.. lolx.. when i reached dere, onli ruby n jerome were dere.. so helped ard a while den sam n xiang long came.. sam was so lame n funny la.. crapped a lot sia he.. hahax.. we traced de flags den de 2 of them n de rest of sc's went to de exam hall dere to cont painting, while mi, ruby n qiu yi traced a new flag.. jerome wanted to help too.. but no space for him to squeeze in la.. so he onli drew half a leaf.. lolx.. yx n shy onli came at 2.30 cuz they hav got sports camp recruitment for de matriculation thingy.. den we touched up n stuffs den went to de costume shop.. cuz our grp name is 'fanatical masquerade' mah.. den we need costumes related to masquerade.. so we got tis lobang near bugis dere..
we waited super duper long for de stupid 170 to come.. den we keep suaning yx.. keep saying its her fault.. cuz she keep laming la.. buay tahan ar.. lolx.. but jux kidding la.. hahax.. sorrie ar gal.. keep playing jokes on u.. hehex.. =p but actualli considered fair mah.. u all always tease mi.. stupid 'simon says'.. so i joke on u oso fair fair mah.. lolx.. so ..*PEACE*! hehex..
had lots of fun at de costume shop!=) wahahaha.. tried de masquerade dresses.. so pretty!!! hehex.. i wore 1 ma jiam look like de queen.. lolx.. den de most prettiest one is de one for our mascot n pagent.. jux luv it man! hehex.. tt shop is jux too great la.. got so many nice nice thngs inside.. hehex.. i even tried wearing de 'huan zhu ge ge' shoe wif my masquerade dress on.. look so funny.. lolx.. so hard to wear la.. i cant even balance, let alone walking ard wif it.. hahax.. n i almost fell wif tt shoes on.. luckily jasmine n jerome managed to grab hold of mi.. cuz if i fall, im gonna to fall real badly.. cuz behind mi is a wall of mirror.. cant imagine crashing onto tt big patch of mirror.. oh my gosh man.. hahax..
RESULTS R OUT TML!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! *PRAYS*
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Wednesday, March 22, 2006,9:37 PM finally went for my first sc meeting today.. lolx.. cuz was busy wif my mum during tis hols.. finally she's now better den i can go for de meeting.. hehex.. =) had fun during today's meeting.. drew n painted de flag n banner.. mi, yx n phy drew de word 'masquerade' on our banner.. our grp's name is 'fanatical masquerade'! =) hahax.. glad tt my drawing turn out still ok la.. hehex.. =p cuz my drawing skills is realli bad la.. my drawing is like =x.. hahax.. last time my art is always ppl help mi do one.. =p hehex.. so today see my drawing, quite satisfied la.. hehex..after tt went to paint de banner n flag behind de entrance of our exam hall.. den tok cok here n dere.. hahax.. den stop our work for de day cuz gotta lock de room by 6.. chatted wif yx, phy, ruby, brendan, jerome n lawsonn at canteen 1 for a while den went home le.. hahax..
basically tt's my day for today la.. hahax.. now busy wif my blog again.. cuz feel like changing skin again.. hehex.. having insomnia nowadays.. sianz~ gotta wake up early to go for sc meeting yet every night i cant slp... den next day i will be restless again.. ahhhhhhhhhhh!!! pek cek ar.. haiz.. hope tt today will hav a gd sleep.. lolx
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Tuesday, March 21, 2006,11:26 PM jux share a small joke since i hav nth to do now.. hehex.. jux now marcus msg mi online.. i tot he was going to tell mi smth related to community projects n stuffs.. but actualli, wat he wan mi to do is to give evelyn a call.. lolx.. cuz he's now in sabah n his card has run out of money.. so he wants mi to call evelyn n help him inform her tt he's online.. so sweet rite.. hahax.. so i called evelyn.. n i happily told her de msg which marcus wants mi to convey to her.. den evelyn asked mi, 'who is marcus?' i got a shock! cuz i was thinking, 'tis is impposible la.. cuz marcus is her bf lei.. she cant possibly dunnoe who is marcus...' den i look at my hp, i called de wrong evelyn! lolx.. i was supposed to call evelyn fr zhu's but i called my pri sch fren evelyn instead.. lolx.. i was super paiseh la.. n my pri sch fren evelyn was laughing away on de phone.. lolx.. but in de end i managed to call de correct evelyn n told her wat im supposed to tell her.. hahax.. so tt's my joke la.. hope u guys find it funny.. lolx.. *JUST FOR LAUGHS* ^^
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9:48 PM ADRIANO IS OUT!!! AHHHHHHHHHHH!!! =( was so disappointed.. sadded ar.. sobx sobx.. haiz.. but nvm la.. at least still see him so cute n funny.. hahax... saw jenn's n shy's blogs.. got de se7en thingy.. hahax.. so here i go! =)se7en things that make mi smile:1) stars2) 55663) babies4) my jie meis & buddiex5) food6) pretty clothes7) bearsse7en ways to win my heart:1) cheerful & extrovert2) plays piano3) humorous4) muz be able to blend in wif all my frenz5) can pei mi sing k6) understand my feelings7) dun act smartse7en things i believe in:1) religions2) stars3) cause & effect4) myself5) my heart6) perseverance7) my loved onesse7en thing im afraid of:1) dark2) ghosts3) illnesses4) not being to talk5) failing of modules6) being left alone7) end of worldse7en things i do everyday:1) eat2) sleep3) watch tv4) use hp & lappy5) bath6) sing7) slackse7en ppl i wanna meet now:1) 55662) xiao zhu3) my jie meis4) money god5) nelly6) bryan & ivan7) my future babyse7en ppl who shld oso do tis:1) yi2) jun3) ling4) chun5) julye6) xiu7) weiling*smilex* ^^
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Saturday, March 18, 2006,5:39 PM blog had been down for de past 2 days.. cuz blogger says some blogs dunnoe got wat thing la.. den muz filter n stuffs.. dun understand la.. hahax.. in general, means under blogger's maintenence.. lolx.. IT'S 18TH MARCH!!! today is 5566 'tong yi ge shi jie' concert in taiwan! but i cant see.. wish im in taiwan now~ lolx.. hahax.. sounds so crazy.. wahahaha.. went for de spore's one last yr on 17 dec.. it was great! =) but tink tis time taiwan's one will be even better! cuz it's their homeland after all mah.. n they added new stuffs in.. somemore after tis concert, 3 of them will going to mainland to film show, onli left shao wei in taiwan to film de mo fa shi.. so can onli see de 4 of them together abt half a yr later ba.. so tink today's concert in taiwan will be fantastic! hehex.. saw their rehearsals on wan yu.. so funny.. esp de meng zhe.. so clumsy.. lolx.. hahax.. nvm.. wait for de concert dvd/vcd to come out den buy.. hahax.. k la.. stop here ba.. shall update again.. hahax..5566! jia you! jia you! jia you! ^^
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Wednesday, March 15, 2006,4:41 PM finally post out my 'letter' to taiwan liao.. hahax.. make some jokes jux now.. lolx.. firstly, i alighted at de wrong stop.. lolx.. i alighted 1 stop later.. n i din realised tt until i stepped out of de lrt station.. den i was wondering, 'which direction shld i walk?' cuz everywhere i see, i onli see green railings.. hahax.. so i jux ti kum n took de right route.. when i finally walked out of de station n got to de main road, i realised tt i could hav taken de left route cuz it was shorter n faster.. i had made a big U turn by taking de right route.. lolx.. so forget it.. jux cont walking.. hahax.. de sun was so big n hot.. i was sweating like hell.. n de journey is long la.. lolx.. i jux console myself by telling myself i can burn de fats in my body.. hahax.. when i finally reached singpost, i was standing dere, not knowing whr to go, looking ard for de registering of mail thingy.. i din noe which counter to go to cuz i nv register mail before.. lolx.. luckily de person at counter saw mi n asked wat i wan den i told her i wanna register mail.. n she attended to mi.. i look so sua ku la.. ma jiam nv step into singpost before .. lolx.. she passed mi tis white paper which i hav nv seen before n she ask mi to fill in.. i was practically holding de pen n staring at de paper cuz i dunnoe wat to fill in.. den she told mi to jux write de taiwan's add on de white paper can liao.. tink she oso buay tahan mi ar.. cuz both of us were laughing away.. mi realli so stupid la.. dunnoe a single thing.. lolx..finally finish de mail thingy n went home.. i was in de lift wif another lady.. when de lift door opened, i jux went out wif her.. den i look ard n wonder, 'how come dun look like my storey ar? look so weird.. somemore got those tall tall plants sia..' i still tink when did my neighbour start planting those tall tall plant.. lolx.. den i look again, its onli de 6th storey whereas my hse is on de 13th storey.. sianz~ hahax.. wat a blur cok i am today.. wahahaha.. =p
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Tuesday, March 14, 2006,9:52 PM jux a quick update.. acc mama for her therapy session today.. glad tt it helps.. =) went to chinatown after tt but din manage to find jun at gior cuz its her off day today.. lolx.. after tt mama went praying wif uncle they all n gor acc mi to change money.. went to 2 money changers but they dun hav small change.. onli hav 1000 dollar notes.. sianz~ so jux change to one 1000 dollar note lo.. bo bian~ hope tt de seller is honest n will mail de change back to mi.. lolx.. haha.. she veri gd de la.. dun tink will cheat my money.. hehex.. going to mail de money to her tml.. looking forward to de arrival of my vcd~ hehex.. anyway, had a funny dream yest.. guess who i dreamt of? I ACTUALLI DREAMT OF MISS LEE!!! oh my gosh man.. she's my sec sch DM la.. n de dream was so funny la.. in de dream, as usual, she was checking our sch attire.. n onli a few ppl appeared in my dream.. got mi of coz, jul, ling,yi n jun.. n for my sec sch peeps, did u realised smth? we r de usual ones kana spot checked on sch attire.. lolx.. so funny la.. n in de dream, we were so heng la.. nv kana punished or wat so ever.. miss lee actualli let us off.. lolx.. n de funny thing is, after tt i was rushing off to de airport to catch a plane to hong kong! lolx.. so weird la de dream.. n i was so excited abt disneyland.. hahax.. but de sad thing is, i haven reach disneyland n i hav already woken up.. lolx.. such a lame dream~ hahax..
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Sunday, March 12, 2006,1:41 PM dun hav anything to do now since mama is slping.. so decided to drop a post..had a long day yest.. mama woke mi up in de morning cuz her illness was back again.. at first i tot it wasnt as serious as de previous times.. but in fact, it is still veri serious.. haiz.. so called papa back took her to de doc.. she vomited all de way fr our home to de clinic, n fr de clinic back to home.. de doc arrange therapy sessions for her starting fr next tue onwards.. hope it helps ba.. if it doesnt, den de hospital will be last resort liao.. cuz she's been lidat since before CNY till now.. even if she dun wan to go, die die oso muz drag her go le.. was realli veri tired yest.. cuz took care of mama all de way fr de time i woke up till midnight.. cuz by ard 1am, den she could realli slp.. before tt, she always slp for a few min den wake up n vomit.. whatever goes into her mouth, she will vomit it out.. den her head n shoulders were in pain oso.. haiz.. anyway, i hav withdrawn fr tis yr's BAOC SC thing le.. realli veri veri sorrie to ruby & brendan for tis last min decision.. realli sorrie abt it.. cuz i dun tink i can commit myself to it.. i cant even work for tis hols let alone commit myself to SC.. cuz i cant leave my mum alone at home.. n i gotta take her to de doc regularly for her therapy sessions n stuffs.. feel veri bad abt it la.. cuz BAOC is starting le den i now withdraw.. veri bad la.. realli so sorrie to ruby & brendan.. i wanna say thanx to ruby for her understanding.. realli thank u so much.. =)
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Saturday, March 11, 2006,1:18 AM since de time has passed 12am.. i shall say HAPPIE BELATED 18TH BIRTHDAY TO MY MOST BAO BEI DA JIE CUM GIAM MIKI, CHUA YING LING!!! =) wahahaha.. jux came back fr ling's bdae bbq party in her hse.. had lots of fun! =) we met up at jp's 7-11 first den went to her hse together.. ling had to call her bro to drive de lorry to fetch us cuz we were too big a grp.. lolx.. ma jiam illegal gathering sia.. lolx.. n her bro gotta come 2 rounds cuz not all of us can squeeze into de lorry for de first round.. haha.. zhen shi ma fun ni le, ling de gor gor! thanx! hehex.. =) ate a lot of food n her bdae cake was delicious! hehex.. =p chatted a lot too.. we were sitting ard toking abt those stupid stuffs we did in e4.. n our teachers too.. super funny sia.. so huai nian lo.. miss de memorable days in e4.. had so much fun n memories in tt class.. jux luv e4 man! hehex.. n got a great news! we r going to hav a e4 chalet at de end of tis yr! yeahx! finally man~ hahax.. waited so long for it.. hehex.. jux now was a bit emo when i hugged my jie meis.. haha.. realised tt i realli miss e4 a lot a lot ar.. super lotx man! cuz realli miss de days all of us had together.. jux love all of u sooooooooooooooooooooooooo much!!! hehex.. all de gd n bad times we went thru.. realli feel thankful tt heaven gave mi such a great class.. a wonderful bunch of jie meis n buddiex! =)k la.. stop here liao.. tired ar.. going to fall asleep soon.. hehex.. nitex everyone! take care! ^^chalet~ chalet~chalet~
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Thursday, March 09, 2006,10:29 PM jux come back fr shatec's theme party.. guess who i saw??? i saw chocolate!!! xiu.. u muz be feeling high rite? hehex.. i was a bit surprise to see him.. n he was jux sitting at de table next to mi.. lolx.. it was at de limbo rock game den i saw him cuz he was 1 of de contestants.. hahax.. n jiting is great at limbo rock la.. lolx.. n today he's damn funny la.. first thing, he forgot to bring all our entrance tix.. lolx.. luckily we could still go in.. phew~ den at de dinner, he crapped a lot ar.. de biggest joke of de day was he actualli tinks tt he looks like shawn.. ohmy gosh.. we were like -.-" i laughed like hell la.. jux kept laughing sia.. buay tahan him ar.. super buay ba.. hehex.. =p anyway, de theme party was great! well done guys! i enjoyed it a lot! thanx zw, for inviting mi to go! =) went to westmall after tt.. initially plan to walk walk a while den go home.. in de end it turn out to be like a yuhua gathering.. lolx.. cuz at de entrance, we saw adam, jun wei n kang wei.. chatted wif them for a while n they went off.. den reyner came.. lolx.. chatted quite long wif him oso.. joke n crap a lot wif him abt our current stuffs n some old stuffs in yuhua... so huai nian sia.. hahax.. by de time we chat finish, it was like 9 plus.. den mi reyner n chun went home le.. onli ben n jiting went to walk walk in westmall..k la.. shall stop here le.. tired.. haha.. looking forward to ling's bdae party tml! =)
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Tuesday, March 07, 2006,6:55 PM been slacking n resting at home for these few days.. cant start work yet cuz gotta stay at home to look after mama.. muz wait till her condition more stable le den can start work.. cuz cant leave her alone at home mah.. if her illness come again den no one at home sure jia lat liao.. haven realli got out of de exam mood yet.. lolx.. cuz today aftern, was watching tv halfway den suddenly i tot of studying.. as in i tot, ' got anything to study mah? or tutorial to do?' after tt i tink again, its de holidays now.. lolx.. stupid lei mi.. hahax..anyway, wanna say BIG THANX TO EVERYONE who tag at my board n sending ur regards to mi.. im fine le.. realli fine.. no worries! =) im lidat de la.. i buay tahan i will kao pei at my blog to fa xie.. after tt i will be ok liao.. hahax.. so peeps, dun worry abt mi k? im realli ok now le.. =) THANX LOADS EVERYONE! LUV YA GUYS! MUACKIEX! ^.^
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Monday, March 06, 2006,8:01 PM seriously depriving of sleep.. ever since de study break had started, haven a gd sleep.. even though exams hav finished, din realli slp well till now. it's either i hav appointments in de morning, or smth urgent will cropped up last min in de morning..yest was like a storm in my hse.. tot tt i could finally hav a gd slp cuz i already lay down on my bed at 9pm.. but papa n mama started quarrelling.. i tot it was de usuals.. so din bother abt them.. but it wasnt.. it was getting worse.. until i buay tahan n got up fr my bed.. i guess i hav suppressed it for too long.. i hav been suppressing for 18 yrs.. ever since de day i was borned, everything had started.. i got up n starting screaming n shouting like them.. i was realli like a mad woman.. i got worked up till i din even noe wat i was shouting liao.. i got too agitated tt my whole body starting shaking n both my hands n feet were turning cold.. i looked as if my asthma was going to act up again.. tt was when my parents finally stopped their shoutings.. tink my mama realli got scared by mi.. cuz i was realli shaking liao.. i dun realli rmb wat happen next.. i jux rmb tt my head was like breaking cuz it was so pain.. de next thing i knew was tt they settled mi down in my bed n started to calm mi down.. gave mi hot water to drink n stuffs.. jux when i tot 1 prob is over.. de next one is here.. tis morning, my mama woke mi up n told she's not feeling well again.. n she started vomiting n stuffs.. i called papa back.. n he jux started scolding her again.. i noe wat he says is for mama's own gd.. but he jux cant see de situation la.. den mama got go pek cek tt she started crying badly.. i see her lidat i feel so xing tong.. last night already lidat liao.. today morning it's de same thing again.. i jux took her vomited stuffs to de toilet to wash n cry.. realli buay tahan liao.. feel so tired.. luckily i din went out in de morning.. cant imagine if tis morning dere's no one at home, dunnoe wat's gonna happen to her.. 1 blessed thing is, she's better now.. but dunnoe when her illness is going to act up again.. haiz.. tink my health is getting jia lat liao.. tink i got too agitated for these few days.. cant rmb whether it was fri or which day.. was on de phone.. got so angry n worked up.. cuz i was already in quite a bad mood tt day cuz mama's report was released on tt day.. den tt conversation realli make mi pek cek ar.. was realli veri veri angry.. den yest n tis morning got so worked up.. muz learn how to control my emotions liao.. if not i tink i more short life den my parents ar.. tink my heart will fail faster den them.. haiz.. realli tired.. realli cant imagine when 'tt' is going to happen.. i dunnoe when it's coming.. but my 6th sense tells mi its getting nearer.. haiz.. 1 small thing is over.. but 1 BIG ONE is coming.. haiz.. exhausted liao.. no energy left.. PLEASE LET MI OFF!!!!
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Saturday, March 04, 2006,4:51 PM sleepy~
restless~
exhausted~
slack~
wahahahahahahahahahahaha
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Friday, March 03, 2006,5:17 PM jux reached home after swimming wif shy n yx.. finally overcome my phobia of swimming in de deep pool.. lolx.. thanx to shy n yx! =) had kfc for lunch n went to plaza to buy sweet talk.. hahax.. wanted to rent idol drama to watch but nth interests mi.. so in de end went to watson's n body shop to look at concealers n came home le..
mama's report is out le.. she got dunnoe wat gu ci ar.. i oso dunnoe wat's tt.. smth got to do wif her spinal n nerves n dunnoe wat la.. dun understand all those chim chim medical stuffs.. onli noe tt she got to do some therapy n stuffs cuz she cant go for de op.. it's too dangerous for her condition.. plus my family cant afford de op fees.. super ex sia.. haiz.. hope tt my mama can recover soon.. *prays* need money badly sia.. if not my family can realli go bankrupt liao.. shitty.. money is jux going out n not coming in.. mama's medical fees n therapy need money.. papa's monthly medical fees.. all those household stuffs n bills.. next mth sch reopen oso need money cuz gotta buy bks.. plus all those stupid ppl keeping asking money fr us.. haiz.. everything oso money.. den my damn stupid wisdom tooth is giving mi probs now.. my gum is swollen.. it's like a big red bum at de back.. den hav to bear wif de pain everyday.. cant go to de dentist ar.. super ex man.. last time i go for de consultation thingy, it costs mi 90 plus bucks sia.. stupid la.. so ex sia.. gotta work to earn many many money..*MONEY! MONEY! MONEY!*
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Thursday, March 02, 2006,11:14 PM EXAMS R FINALLY ALL OVER!!! shall not elaborate on de exams cuz since they r already over, dere's no pt toking abt it anymore.. went k-ing today wif yx, sy, sher n vin.. had lots of fun sia.. we were super high la.. we were singing those super high songs towards de end of our k-ing session.. esp when we were singing jay's huo yuan jia.. we were like ki siao liao.. all crazy sia.. hahax.. mi n sher oso sang de R&B style of 'shi shang zhi you mama hao' for yx.. lolx.. super funny la.. dunnoe wat de hell we singing.. hahax.. den had dinner wif sher n yx n went home le.. k la.. stop here le.. SUPER TIRED!!! NEEDS A GD REST BADLY!!!
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stephanie foong
18.10.1988
SIM (RMIT)
bachelor of business (marketing)
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